Guilt Trip

i shouldnt have done that im foolish silly impulsive little girl. and now i feel as thought the best way to make this problem go away is to avoid the situation. is it really fair to you if i act like nothing happened? is it really fair to me to act like nothing happened? i guess i should have learned by now playing with fire usually ends up with you getting burned and failing you it shall be me. funny how i dont even like you anyways i just wnat teh attention funny isnt it? how you arent what i want. you arent what i need i have who i love why am i filled with a lustful greed? am i really only trying to hurt you? break you on teh inside like so many times before these reasons have made me cry? i guess this is all my fault i lead you on didnt i? and i never once tried to stop you its so irrational. guilt consumes my mind. myabe i can forget these events leave these memories far behind. xoxo Kyelle