We were best friends, 
nearly inseperatable. 

We always said we loved eachother, 
signed notes hugs and kisses.

We always hugged 
were always there for eachother and never gave up.

Then one day for me everything changed.

I realized that when I said that I loved you, you could
never love me the same, 
When I hugged you I want more then just a side hug.

But I soon found out you thought the same about me, 
The next morning there was no hiding my smile. 
No hiding that radiance, 
The same for you.

We decided to go a little farther in out relationship, 
You bacame my boyfriend, 
I thought nothing could make this feeling end.

I was wrong. 

I said I think I know this is love.

Everything was fine, 
I was happy not a bad thought not a moment of fear anger or
pain was in my mind.

Then on dreadful day, 
People were opening my eyes, 
I want to shut them tight.

One said you were cheating.
I said I think I know you wouldn't do that. 

It's so hard to believe, 
My best friend the one guy I ran to.

I told you after long hard thinking, 
That I I think I know that our realtionship should end.

But I still want to be friends.

Your simple reply was "ok"

I didn't want to hear that. 
I wanted you to put up a little fight.

You told me it was ok.
I told you I was sorry.

I got home then the next morning.

Your name that used to make me smile.
Or that used to could make me cry.
Would make me feel nothing.
That letter you wrote could always make me forgive you.
Then I couldn't feel you. 

I said to myself..."I think I know that we are over."
I think I know that I am ok.

three weeks later...
in the middle of the dead night,
no sound no light.
nothing is playing,
it was very late.

I was reading a short paragraph that reminded me of you.
Then broke down. I thought I knew I was over you.

I couldn't take it.

I clutch the pillow on the floor telling myself that I was
done with you.
We are over I have some one new.

And I am sure you do too.

I keep thinging about what you have done to me, 
All your words and signals that put me there. 

I could never hate you, 
Dislike you, 
or otherwise.

Some people telling me that I hurt you, 
they see the pain on your face.

But I am the one who stayed up late nights, 
getting up in the morning with the high hopes of seeing you,

But it was just a let down.

I would go to bed in tears.
with that same pillow, 
on that same floor, 
in that same postion, 
in the same pain, 
Yeah it's that same 'ol game. 

I kept telling myself, that I think I know that I love you,

Now I keep telling myself...I think I know that I am over
you. 

You tell me you love me, 
I think I know you do.

I think I know that I love you too. 


But it still leaves me with answers to no questions, and
questions to no answers.

I think I know I love you
I think I know I'm over you
I think I know I need you
I think I know I want you back
I think I know I need you gone.