Tears fall for diffrent reasons...
Some fall for joy, 
joy of getting married, 
Joy of a new child.

Some fall from laughter, 

Some fall for pain, 
The pain of losing a bestfriend, 
A boyfriend, 
Girlfriend.
A death.

But when tears fall and makeup runs. 
It is pain. 

I have cried over the pain of death, 
the tears fell, 
I had loss of breath, 
my eye liner came off in the napkin. 

I have cried over losing a bestfriend,
There were no make up running. 

I have also more then once cried over a boyfriend. 
My hair that I done up, for once looks good. Pulled back, a
half an hour that I worked. 
My make-up looks breath taking, I felt really good about
myself. I had eye liner on, the masscara looked good. 
My clothes was working great for me. With all excitment
building over night. I was ready for you. the 3 hours I put
in to makeing me look good enough I thought was worth it. 

after 4 hours of running to the window, 
and waiting patiantly never giving up hope that you would
come. 

after those agganizing 4 hours, 
With my mother hugging me telling me that she knew you
weren't coming, 
I sat there, with my makeup still looking good,

Until, it started running beside my tears, 
the waterproof masscara was proved to not be so water proof.
Me eye liner was streaming down my face. 
My heart was in peices, 
My mind was everywhere worrying about you. 

Thinking that I wasn't good enough for you. 
Thinking those hours that I put it were wasted. 
You never showed you stood me up again.

You weren't coming, not a phone call to tell me you got
caught up.

Nothing...

Then you decided that you want to come around a month later,

Everything was just fine.

You hugged me and kissed me.
Like it was usual. 

We have been together 4 months but onl seen eachother 4
times. You live right down the rode.

You smile and act like you have done nothing wrong,
you never pulled my world apart,
you never lied to me,
you never made me wait hours for you to come, 
you never made me scared, 
you never done anything wrong?

My make up was running the things you will never see. 
The pain, 
and things you did to me you will never know.

I told you that I was done, 
that we are over that I am done with you I am no longer
waiting, We are still friends as good as ever.

But in the end I will be sitting here waiting for you, 
With Tears and Running Make-up