China

with my china skin so white and clear my hair so black, im sometimes feared. with my doe eyes dolled up so huge lips of crimson red beauty never refused. i want to be a porclean doll with eyes so big, hair so straight and perfect lips so small. if you pose me i will not move if you love me you cannot lose. but if you hate me and try to break me anger outlash, you will see just how poisonous a doll can be. you may not think me pretty i strive on that i want to be the ugly girl so bad, but not so fat. i cry when flesh shows through... my skin has this gleaming glowing, irredesint hue. black tears drip down my cheeks why is it though that porclean is so weak? i want to be perfect and new again im broken, demented tortued by men. but here i sit on your shelf my advice is all your wealth. those who touched me lingered long those who listened heard my song. with eyes so big and lips so small my only wish is to be a porclean doll. xoxo Kyelle