You have known me for so long,
From the moment I was born.
To where I am now.
Doing what you thought was best,
Me wondering why you care so much,
Why you feel the need to always please me,
Daddy I am forever yours.
I am growing up,
New boyfriends,
New music,
New life.
Things you feel you have no idea about.
You shake your head with a small laugh and think about how
crazy I am,
The oh so random things I say.
Time passes so fast,
I am no longer talking about Barney and Sesame Street,
I am talking and thinking about those boys that truthfully
I shouldn't care about.
Me laughing about the stupidest things...
When I think back to when we used to be so close before time
started slipping,
Where I have been going my own way.
doing my own thing.
Finding my place,
I am wondering who to turn to,
Who I can trust afraid of not being able to anymore.
But I know when I find where to go and what you know,
you will see that I am forever yours.
I am still young still the same little girl,
just a little diffrent,
but you can still see the clear fact
I am forever yours.
But you will see where I end up how I got there,
That you helped as much as you could,
always knowing that I am your little girl,
Your probably laughing,
Seeing how just 2 years ago,
I couldn't write a poem.
I hated taking pictures,
But now they are "suggestive"
You are laughing again,
I know you.
I was always wanting to be with you,
Now I am locked in the bedroom,
with blaring music,
probably talking to boys online,
Your nodding your head aren't you?
I used to talk to you when you were around,
Now I seem to be lost in deep thought.
Where there seems no way out.
Your probably nodding with a little laugh by now,
Same here,
I will let you ponder this poem a while.
Love,
4ever yours
Dedication: I wrote this to my father...We used to be close
now that family issues have came up I have slipped to my
secret world
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