Green eyed monster

Eyes of there normal frozen iron hue Now blaze emerald green with jealousy. Out at night with coal black liner and thigh high boots. Sipping with my friends Jack Jim and John. I watch your every move become a little more blurred with all there second that slowly tick by. Braces and greased up hair, I bet you think shes cute. You move to dance with her and my guts churn up an angry mess. I have to move away to run and escape from this sight, but like a camera all I can do is watch with eyes held wide. If I am still as beautiful as you said I once was, why are you not by my side now when I need you? I offer you a place to stay when your ride is too drunk to move, but you slur I am too late. Staple gunned to the chair, I move only to bring the the cigarette to my lips. Smoke rings rise up to the lazy ceiling fan and I glare as they disappear and are forgotten so quickly. How foolish is a person who loves someone who breaks the pieces of the heart they destroyed before? I am the only one to ever love you but you think that keeping wet is what really matters. I'll take home another dark haired blue eyes boy, and throw him away after a good use, pretending I can throw away your memories along with his body. Murderous intentions and venom race through my body, I feel my skin and bone contort and fight with each other as I stride across the room to you both. I grab her by the face and throw her on the floor. I kiss you hard on your mouth the way I never have before. Pull away and whisper your messy fate in your ear. I love you and always will but you will never be mine again and I have no idea why. Catt<3 ..... 3/25/2008 ....... evening