Why am I constantly dragged into this mess
Is it my craving for anything to believe in
The poisin that I take in
The tangle that builds in my throat each time I breathe
I think it's what I live for

My eyes turned up toward the hills
My soul turned off my the weight of my dreams
My pride drained out of my body 
My dreams lays on the floor smiling at me

The skies turn black I don't know whats happening
My body turns cold I need an escape
Shaking from the insecurity I have in everything 
I don't know anyone could live this way

I see your smile and it makes me sick
You fake ugly fraud, get away from me 
Why do you take so much pleasure in hurting others
They wanted to help you, they just didn't know how

Now you live in a black world 
Neglecting your feelings
Disregarding everything around you
You never knew what it was like to be loved