Daddy, Am I still your little girl?
Am I still good enough anymore?
Or am I an even bigger disappointment then I was before.

2 years ago last month was the time you walked out.
When you decided to go go about.

At the beging everything was fine.
But now I feel like I am dying.

The day you left you came back to finish the job.
I sat there like a bump on a log.

When I heard your news,
Daddy I can't believe you are making me chose.

Later you said.
"Baby be strong."
I quietly wishpered many seconds later after you left..
"Daddy I'll play along."

Through so many years, days, months, lies and broken
promises...
I believed them all.
I know that for that I will fall.

You asked me to stay by your side.
But I felt like I wanted to run and hide.
I nodded and stood there and endured the pain.
But daddy why cant you understand the tears I have cried?
But I guess you found so much to gain.

Now when I become happy ready to pick my life back up..
Yes daddy now I have a boyfriend...
Funny you know nothing about him.
I had one for months before you knew.

Kind of like how you did me with the daughter and woman you
have now.
Wow.

You told me things, 
That he could be cheating, 
he is going to break my heart.
But daddy you didn't even know him. 

True enough he did cheat, 
he did break my heart, 
Everyone was right. 

the pain from that was all that I could take. 
I am about ready to break.

So now I am losing it.
I am second guessing the one I am with now, 
I am getting angery, 
saying things that I don't always mean.
dad you put me in the middle right in between.

Daddy you said to stay strong, 
I said that I would play along.
for so long I stayed by your side, 
you don't you understand the tears I have cried?

You seem to leave when you can't take the pressure.
so I became the girl I am today, 
To show what you threw away.






I kno the name has nothing to do with the poem I just
couldn't think of one sorry lol.