You left

I'm watching you now but only from a distance I still feel the pain it's so hard to resist it I've watched all my life turn upside down and i've watched all my dreams fall silently to the ground I've never understood you, in fact I never will I close my eyes tightly but you never dissapear All this pain has consumed my life And now without you, I keep asking why? Why did it all happen, and end like this? What happened to all of our eternal bliss? All the promises went down the drain. And guess what, I'm the only one to blame.