Betrayed

<big> Lately I haven't been satisfied With everything consisting in my life Finally dried my eyes I can see through every one of your lies I hope you realize That everything I ever told you Every deep secret I ever said Re read it and re process it right out of your head cause I'm done with this I'm done feeling like this After all I told you How could you do something like this? You slowly took my guard down I trusted you once again I really wanna know why I did And why I let these thoughts Slip right out of my head Right into your hands All of my secrets I have spoken to you And still you don't fucking get That all I wanted was you But I hope you saved them I really hope you did cause now they're ruined and I'm starting to get rid Of everything you gave me Every picture of you I had That bracelet you put around my wrist When you saw I was sad Cause you knew you caused it And you thought giving it to me would make me feel better? After you strait up told me That we might never be together Did you think it would help? Did you think it would mend my heart? Like some piece of jewelry Wouldn't break the rest of me apart And I thought you had reason I thought there was a point behind it But only did I come to find What is broken will remain into bits And I keep telling myself It will turn out fine But I wanna know When that day will finally be mine. You've ruined everything I said All the sweet thoughts I shared But now I finally see How much you really fucking care. You don't. And you never did But I was stupid enough not to believe that Thinking you actually loved me and wanted me Trying hard not to face the facts That all you really wanted was her Never once has it been me And I was right, you only come back When she hurts you, and you're desperately in need You take advantage of me And the fact that I'll always be here But I'm finally leaving now I hope I can make this clear I know I promised you That I'd always be there And always love you no matter what And I'd be the only one left that cares. Well I'm sorry, but it's done. I can't keep hurting myself this way Waiting on you to finally see That it's always been me everyday I'm sorry to break your promise But look what promise you broke in front of me You promised to never break my heart You said you would never again hurt me Like you have all of these time You apologized for them so many times before But I still don't believe you I can't take this anymore.