Awake

I lay awake at night and wonder if i'll ever see you again I lay awake and wonder when i will hear your voice again I lay awake and wonder when i will hear that goofy laugh you always made me laugh with, i wonder when i'll hear it. I lay awake and think to myself, he'll be back soon, i hope. But then in the reality of everything that has happened, i won't be seeing you. When i fall asleep i see your face. When i fall asleep it is like an alternate universe because there you are again and we are one big family once more. I wish i could lay awake and say dad i need you but know when, close my eyes, i see you there and then when i wake up you will say your dreaming. I think about you always. You are whats driven all the tears over the past three years and I miss you so dearly.