y must everything be pretend?

Y must everything be pretend? Y must I pretend it is alright? Y must I pretend tears don't come at night? Y must I pretend you are faithful? Y must I pretend anything you say is truthful? Y must I pretend you never lied? Y must I pretend the tears dried? It was never alright, I already knew? The tears those night were to many to few. Faithful? you? no can never happen. You speak the truth, yeah the truth of how to lie. Yes hun, you lied, I can see it in your eyes. You know as well as I do the tears never dried eve through those stupid smiles. Babe just leave me...I knew you would Y pretend you wouldn't?