She looks in the mirror.
Her day replays in her head.
Maybe she isn't good enough,
Maybe she isn't trying hard enough.
She thinks she is nothing but disaster.
Yet everyone thinks she is just a confused, crazy bratt.
She runs to the bathroom, vomiting her feelings
thinking it solves all her problems.
But things just get worse.
Everyone is disappointed in her actions.
But she still won't stop.
The way she feels interferes with her entire life.
The way she thinks,
The way she acts,
The way she treats everyone.
She got help.
But she fell hard in relapse.
She avoids life in fear
and she's caught up in an eating disorder, depression, and
anxiety.
There's no way to escape it.