*stupid girl

How did I get here again? obviously somewhere I took a wrong turn I was being so careful, being so wise you know how I am with direction now I'm lost again and I feel so foolish I promise I didn't do it on purpose I didn't want to get tangled up again It was so painful the first time but you know what's worse? the second time. now old scars feel new pain I'm so stupid. I smiled too big I laughed to hard I talked to long I said too much I opened that door that took all my strenth to close not so long ago I dont blame you You had to move on I understand perfectly and maybe if I wasn't so starved for love and tenderness I would have been fine now it hurts so much... all over again and if I stand still too long it just might kill me everything is wrong in my life it could have all been diffrent if ..........