How did I get here again?
obviously somewhere I took a wrong turn
I was being so careful, being so wise
you know how I am with direction
now I'm lost again 
and I feel so foolish


I promise I didn't do it on purpose
I didn't want to get tangled up again
It was so painful the first time
but you know what's worse?
the second time.
now old scars feel new pain
 
I'm so stupid. 
I smiled too big
I laughed to hard
I talked to long
I said too much
I opened that door
that took all my strenth
to close not so long ago
 
I dont blame you
You had to move on 
I understand perfectly
and maybe if I wasn't so starved 
for love and tenderness
I would have been fine


now it hurts so much...
all over again
and if I stand still too long
it just might kill me
 
everything is wrong in my life
it could have all been diffrent
if ..........