Just made my world

I'm losing dreams.Time is slpipping away.I look at you.You look at me.We both have nothing to say. I can't believe this happened to me.I can't believe it won't go away.I can't believe I have to deal with this and let my parents down. I hope you aren't mad at me and you'll chose to stick around. I can't kill it. It will be too much to go through. I can't keep it because I won't be able give it a good life. Anything I do nothing will turn out right. If you stay with me now,I know you truely love me forever. If you'd let me chose what to do and acccept it,i'll never let my love for you fade.If you'd just stay with me it'd mean the world. The fact that you just said you love and will never let me go,It just made my world.