Time is going in reverse. You know it hurts but don't know
all it's worth.It hurts really be=ad but you you can't even
cry.She doesn't tell you why so all you can do is sigh.

Now it hurts so bad you want to die. They ask you and wonder
why.But all that comes out of your mouth is lie after lie.

You tell them you're fine,and that you can keep everything
in your life in a straight,perfect line.

But you're actually bending,about to break.You don't know
how much more of this you can take. With all the decisions
you are forced to make,this is the last one before life runs
out.

You scream and cut to let everything out, but it's been
going on for too long.

They tell me i'm fine and thay things will eventually
change.But tghey don't know what's going through my
mind.They don't know what i'm through. or how bad things
have got.They don't know how good I am at keeping things
under my fake smile.

They keep wanting to live,I'm deperate enough to want to
die. So i'll slit my wrist as I close my eyes.

The blades cut open my skin as I think about the people I
hate and despise. The blood gushes out as I try to find at
least a little truth hidden deeply in all the lies.

But none of that matters because I've already commited
suicide.