friendship

Friendship. Right now im not anything i don’t understand I was your best friend I was your cousin i was the shoulder You leaned on the one you depend on And now im the one you piss on Im tired of being nothing i have nothing to hold near and dear Nothing to love me or comfort these fears You’re my loved the one i need Why it is the thought of you leaving causes me to bleed? I see your list which i have moved down I’ve seen the list that im not even on I’ve always talked of both of you And i always was proud To have friends that i thought where close to me. I miss you but im tired of trying I miss you but im tired of listening I miss you but i give up I can’t fix something that isn’t broken I can’t fix what i don’t have I can t fix these friendships Because there two i never had. Im sorry i listened to everything And now i know nothing Im sorry i helped change you for the better But now you’ve changed completely I can’t say why i care but i think its time someone but me played fair. I wish I had help but id lose that too it forget about me As you both do.