Friendship.
Right now im not anything i don’t understand
I was your best friend I was your cousin i was the shoulder

You leaned on the one you depend on 
And now im the one you piss on
Im tired of being nothing i have nothing to hold near and
dear
Nothing to love me or comfort these fears
You’re my loved the one i need
Why it is the thought of you leaving causes me to bleed?
I see your list which i have moved down
I’ve seen the list that im not even on
I’ve always talked of both of you
And i always was proud
To have friends that i thought where close to me.
I miss you but im tired of trying
I miss you but im tired of listening
I miss you but i give up
I can’t fix something that isn’t broken
I can’t fix what i don’t have
I can t fix these friendships
Because there two i never had.
Im sorry i listened to everything
And now i know nothing
Im sorry i helped change you for the better
But now you’ve changed completely
I can’t say why i care but i think its time someone but me
played fair.
I wish I had help but id lose that too it forget about me
As you both do.