What It Means

I suffocate, I cannot sit here and fade away. A stain on the page of your dirty notebook, darling. All I know is this is wrong, this isn't where we both belong. I'm going to take these cobwebs, veil my eyes so you can't see. I was there to stand in the rain with you until you left me in the storm. I can take half of the blame but how can you say you were never wrong? Now everything's so fucked up, I sit here watching as we both pretend. Maybe you just forgot what it means to say that you're a friend. How could you just turn away when I was down? Malleable, your opinion is just wax, my darling. All I know is this is right, this darkness could become light. I'm going to take these scars and write the words so you can see. I was there to share all your pain, I listened to every word of your wars. I know that nobody's perfect so how can you say you are without flaws? Now everything's so fucked up, Somehow I believe this will never mend. Maybe you just forgot what it means to say that you're a friend. I never meant to say goodbye. You promised me, you promised me, you promised...