broken steps

things never seem to be easy i thought they were breezy i found myself smiling but then my world crumbled and i continue to stumble up those steps of broken trust all my baggage on my shoulders the weight of ten thousand boulders and you added yours i was alredy twisted and corrupt easy to piss off quick to erupt because of my past i was already inadequate in my eyes just struggling everday to stay alive but then i found you a new world opened up, one of hope you were my savior, i would cope but it was a case of mistaken idenity you told me tall tales then cheated i felt defeated because i realized i needed YOU so instead of leaving i stayed believeing that it wouldnt matter because i love you