I'm so not superwoman

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By queen of melodrama •

People always tell me shaking there heads... "I dont know how you do it..." How I can keep up with so much responsability and still seem to be on top. How I wink at a mountian of duties or with an "S" on my chest push myself to accomplish more than one should ever try in 24 hrs. How I always have a reply or a solution or advice a kind word, a soft answer... How do I tell them I'm so not superwoman? How do I tell them I hate the way my life has turned out and that I'm so stuck I'm suffocating. If I'm so brave why am I so scared? If I'm so strong why do I feel so week? I am so afraid of making more mistakes I dont want to move even though my situation demands it. I wish I could run away away from all my problems but I'm not 15 any more No, thoes days and thoes solutions are so far gone now... more than 15 years ago it was my most predictable choice I never thought I would say 15 years ago, about anything... getting older is wierd... and it is hard! Especially when you've made mistakes you cant change. I love being a mother I dont love being his wife. I hate the lies I believed I hate pretence and decete. I sick knowing I missed out Just love me or dont kids are part of the package at least this package... Its a bonus package... I'm too tired to try anymore to exsausted to comprmise just want to be left alone. But you will not go away.

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April 7, 2005 16:44Cpick

This has so much emotion in such a small amount of Space, it's amazing what we can say with our words to make other feel somewhat the way we do, although it's difficult because of the limitation we have in our venacular. Bravo!