Asphyxiated

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By bedazzled

Blank sheets that smother gasping breaths. That eradicate the apparent corrosive thoughts that break through the silence into the night air on my pillow. Hide me sheets that crumple with your flimsy hope of shelter. Your void promise of rainbow dreams. Oxygen defies my lungs, panic overwhelms. If only for it to end now... That bittersweet imagining of the sudden cease of existence. That vile cowardice that creeps up my ragged throat. The instantaneous surge of concentrated hatred for myself, for who. I. am. Take me away. I don't want to be here where the walls collapse and the debris piles. I choke on these charred remaints, sulphurus words. I am nothing, this place only reflects my emptiness, that supressing wave of dillusion. Freedom is an ache that consumes my bones, permeated by visions of liberal air. Revulsion creeps into each crevice, I am claustrophobic. Why is there no escape? From myself from who. I. am. I can't breathe anymore.

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June 23, 2008 13:21ray!

I really like how honest your work is! :)

October 17, 2008 04:26Faith

I definitly feel what your suffocation, well written.