I want that boy, 
That one love to call all mine, 
Instead of hearing my friend telling me it will be fine.
Me knowing it won't 
It is honestly a lie he tells all the time.

I love who I have and what I got.
But If I was to get one wish...
On the spot...
I would ask....


For that boy who calls me "baby"
Who calls me before he goes to bed to say he loves me.
The one who knows me better then my best friend...
Who proves to me to be faithful till the end.


Never failing me..
Or standing me up...
The one whom my friends and family smiles and tells ME I am
the lucky one.
Who tells me I am second to none.

The one man who knows me all the way through....
Who isn't only my love but my friend too.

Where jealousy isn't any real big thing...
And knows my flirting is really just playing...

Who sees I am here for him.
And would stop my own heart beat in a whim.

Who's love blinds even me.
And who's hands set me free.
And never has a new lie to make me believe.

Who understands when I am hurt or upset..
and tries to make it better like he did my broken heart when
we first met.

Who reads my stupid little poems..
And knows it is really about him.
and smiles and says "thank-you..Baby I honestly love you
too"

I could hope and pray..
That just maybe one day..
I will get this perfect guy to call all mine..

The sad thing is 
I know all the fictional bliss...
Is to never come true..
Its a shattered dream from the start..
If I go looking I will know all I will really find is
another broken heart.

My friend I know,
Will try to fix it..
To make it better..
To cover it up with "It will all be ok."
Or "Your to good for him...Its your mind he is trying to
play."
Why don't he just understand that ok is never true..
And pain is never anything new.

So don't try to cut yourself with the broken pieces please.
And don't try to make me believe.
It won't happen...
And sweetie okays are never good enough.

I know there is no perfect.
Open your eyes and see it is only my heart you are trying to
protect.

I know there is no "guy of my dreams"
I know that is all he really is.
Dreams I wish I could never foresee.

I just want that perfect guy.
Who's heart and want I could finally call all mine.
I cant really rush it..
I can never rush love...

So I will dream of my perfect guy...
In all the guys I date.
While I hide behind Brian...

So let me sleep with this plastered with a
only-real-in-dreamland smile

I really wish....

For that boy who calls me "baby"
Who calls me before he goes to bed to say he loves me.
The one who knows me better then my best friend...
Who proves to me to be faithful till the end.