Happy and cheery 
I’ve finished with my games
I pulled myself up
Away from those flames

I can see clearly again
Just like before
But I know what it’s like now
I have fought a war

I will not turn around
I will not hit reverse
I’m changing who I am now
I’m moving away from my curse

I’m stepping out of my bucket of shit
I’m gaining what I have lost
I hope to change forever
My heart is crossed

I can move on freely
Without looking back
Determined to fix this
I refuse to crack 

My past I cannot change
I cannot have a new beginning
But I can change the end
So now I am grinning