Will it go away?

By Mysti •
The pain youve caused me just won't seem to stop,
I find myself asking to the Lord, "when will you make it go away?" he hasn't answered me yet...
This morning I woke up, and the pain had eased a bit, but I seen you smiling at school and it flooded back to me, worse than before. I think He's trying to tell me something, because the only time it leaves is when I'm with you or we're talking together, maybe my answer is at the door, I just haven't let it in.
I don't want to lose you, and I don't want them to stay, if they truly loved me like I do them they'd stop being such jealous chicks and let us find each other.
We could be together, but it's them that hold us apart, our so-calles friends, the ones that have ruined it so many times.
We can try again, but it's up to you, would you rather lose a couple girls who only hang around you because your hott and you give them attention,
Or you could lose me, and I know you don't want that. You tell me everything, just as I do you.
So if you want them around, it doesn't bug me, but they're intimidating. I'm so small compared to the eighth graders, the ones that insist they want the best for me. I can't be around you because of them, and it hurts even worse if they're with you when I walk by. I find my self constantly asking, "Will it ever go away?"