life of pain
By One _drop_in _a_pool_of_blood •
My life is full of pain.No mother to kiss,no father to
hold me.I must not cry for only i know why.I can remember the
good days but i can't look back.I've come to far.No one to
turn to no one to care.People look and stair.So here i sit
alone in rain.Gun to my head razor by my side.How do i want
this to end.I know there is a 3rd chose but i can't keep
living this way.I'm ending this life with a bang.I close
my eyes and count to ten.I feel a tear come down my face.No
stop i yell this is not the way.I must go at least one more
day not of pain but of joy.I've got to found myself this is
why I'm here out on the sidewalk in the rain.To end pain
with out a bang.I must found the girl i was so long ago.Gun
to head razor by side this is when i finally cry.