emo feelings!

i watch people laughing and playing.I'm a girl a dark lonely girl.i hold something no one knows in side me.i put a gun to my head to end the pain but could not end it this way.i go to my room pull out a razor and to my writs and cut away as the blood goes it's like my whole life is falling out of me to the floor. I'm not bleeding blood I'm bleeding the complete story of my life.from beginning to this sad sad end.i was never like this. before i was good girl.i was queen of the school when did it all change i do not know.it started with just one little cut but now I'm sitting in my life's story lying on the floor.cry and begging for the pain to stop.knowing that in 2 more minutes. I'll be dead in my room home alone.as always no one to watch my pain.now i go just please remember me the dark and lonely girl.