Somewhere through this wall of sadness

There must be fulfillment and that want to exist

Anywhere beyond this veil of tears

I know that to escape I need only rely on ONE

But even then my love feels somehow outdone

My hair cascades over strong shoulders

While desolate eyes again fall into darkness

Now all I see is peril and distinct unrest

Fatigue sets on my body

Doubt and fear invade security

Set only on independence

When will I ever be at ease

With existence, at the immaturity

Of my spirituality and persistence

Stirring constant chaos