Thoughtless

Somewhere through this wall of sadness There must be fulfillment and that want to exist Anywhere beyond this veil of tears I know that to escape I need only rely on ONE But even then my love feels somehow outdone My hair cascades over strong shoulders While desolate eyes again fall into darkness Now all I see is peril and distinct unrest Fatigue sets on my body Doubt and fear invade security Set only on independence When will I ever be at ease With existence, at the immaturity Of my spirituality and persistence Stirring constant chaos <>< At times to subtle for this mind Submission seems out of reach When one seems so helplessly puzzled for all time