Consquences and Repercussion

I did what I did and now I'm faced with what I'm faced with I lived how I live and now I can't seem to shake this I'm longing for what I long for and now I don't understand where I'm going I tried my hardest try and now I'm awaking to a dull, sunless morning I knew how it would end and yet I stayed the track that I felt right I knew where it would go and now I can't seem to sleep at night I had an idea of the outcome so now I sit here penniless at your feet I tried to be stronger but the consequences have made me weak If I could go back, would I change even the slightest thing? Now that I think on it, no, I was happy with the joy that it did bring But was that joy worth my integrity...was it worth my pain? Can't see through the fog of repercussions...can't weather the rain I know now that I'm not the person they think me to be I know now that I deserve a lot better...I'm more than what they see So I'll live with my actions...for today...and tomorrow I'll learn from my mistake I won't fall in this pit again...I vow that with every breath that I take What about you? Is there something you choose to give up for discussion? How would you handle the outcome? What are your consequences and repercussions?