I write this because it's something I do
To take away those memories
Take away that pain
I am surrounded by many
But feel soo alone
'Take my hand' says the darkness
'Ill lead you far away'
Who really cares is a mystery to me
No one seems to show it
It's all about whats around
Not whats inside
My heart isnt broken
It's just a state of mind
I punish myself with the blade at night
Then those countless everyday cigarettes
Those endless dreams of digging in the injections
Just let me dream on.