When you touch me

I feel your hand on my shoulder Moving down my arm Yo said you loved me But all you caused was harm I never liked you no matter what you said You knew that very well But you kissed me lightly And made me promise I'd never tell You never saw my fear spread Of being alone with you When others were around They never knew the truth I wanted to scream it out Just to let them know You ruined my life I let my virginity go I begged for you to stop But you called it a game Was I just your doll While you called out my name I wish you woudnt look at me Your eyes fixed on mine Remembering those long nights How you wish to go back to those times I remember your smell I hated that too But you wouldnt let me go You just kept saying 'I love you' Those memories still haunt me When I wake up late at night I think you're in the room Holding me tight.