divided
By Too Blinded by the lips of L*O*V*E* to taste their sweet poison! •
love struck or love sick
maybe neither, i can't pick
but my heart flutters
and i start to stutter
every word i utter
in your presense
you kept me breathing
and thinking of leaving
makes me feel twisted and broken
this pain can't be spoken
i'm practically choking
on our last conversation
giving up and giving in
triggers chagrin
and yet somehow i wonder
if staying will tear us asunder
or if leaving will pull us under
into dpressions abyss
my mind and heart
are stubbornly standing apart
why can't i decide
to remain or divide
iguess for fear of true love denied
and of course losing you