Last night i smiled again for yo0u
forgetting yo0u could see right through
and i took down my hair for yo0u 
as the ribbons came untied
but yo0u didn't see me cry
was the blood to much for yo0u to stand
did i scare yo0u there towards the end
i promised yo0u i wouldn't break 
i never said i wouldn't bend

the blood on my wrists made yo0u tense
as yo0u focused on the blade 
in all its innocence
and yelled at the sound of my goodbye
yet i had no defense.