You may be setting there in your chair right now,
With letter in hand,wondering who might have sent it to
you.
You just might be surprised,to find out who it is, 
Just keep on reading,and you'll soon find out,who and what
this letter is all about.Whatever you do,don't throw it
away,You can at least read it through,
You owe me that much anyway.
You worked at a big office building in another town. 
With a nice job.
Rugged Good looks, and you consider yourself to be God's
gift to women,(Yeah,Gag gift more like it).
You didn't let it bother you,being turned down by most of
the women in the office,
Because There was still one beauty you hadn't even asked out
yet, and who wasn't warned to stay away from you. You did
not want to ask her out without first knowing her
name,You've been there done that,and you didn't want to do
that again.
So you left it alone,and as your friend Roger,put it one
night,let nature take it's course. What a joke.
(Let nature take it's course),Yeah,right! Your so full of
yourself,its not even funny.
Do you honestly think by dating a lot of women,proves your a
real man? The way I see it,The only thing you've managed to
prove to the ladies working here is how Big of a jerk you
are,and that you don't have any sense.
Are you confused yet Daddy? Yes,You read that 
correctly,( Daddy).
Haven't you figured out who sent you this letter?
Are you that brain dead,or do you just find it hard to think
with two heads?
Sorry about that,I had to throw that in.
Well anyway,You would come in to work everyday,hoping to see
her,and to walk past her, so you could smell her perfume,Is
it jogging your memory yet? No!
Well,Okay then! Do you remember the day you forgot to pack
yourself a lunch, and you were standing at the vending
machine, it was on a Tuesday,you had just come back from a
two week vacation,You should have stayed away,but no you had
to come back,You Idiot.    
And while you were on vacation,You decided you would go over
to her desk and introduce yourself to her.
I bet your scruming in your seat now,As the memories of that
Tuesday morning come flooding back.
Didn't I tell you they would?
You remember that beauty,as you called her,When she walked
up to you and introduced herself,and you learned her name
was Carrie,It surprised you so much that you almost dropped

the drink you had in your hand. You couldn't believe your
luck,so you told her your name, And after that first
meeting,You and she talked everyday.
The two of you would talk whenever you got the chance,
before work,at lunch,then for a little while after work
before going home.
Did you know that you took so long to ask her out, that she
began to think you never would? And when you did finally ask
her out, She was so happy,she was beside herself.      
Daddy, The Beauty that introduced herself to you that
Tuesday morning, Is My Mommy,Yes I said, My Mommy.
You made her think you were falling in love,
But we both know what you really wanted from her,
And unfortunely,she ended up giving you her innocents, And
she'll never get that back.
You really should have left her well enough alone.
With all the emotional and physical pain you put her
through
If I sound angry, Thats because I am.
You made her think you were a good man,you said everything
she wanted to hear,and what you wanted her to hear, You used
My Mommy for your own pleasure.You even told her you loved
her just to get her into your bed,you didn't mean a word you
said, how can you live with yourself? You,Jerk!
You remember the day she came to you, and told you that she
was pregnant? And do you remember what happened afterwards?
You had a fit, calling her bad names, and accusing her of
cheating,and telling her that the baby (Which is me)she was
carrying was not yours, when you knew good and well,I was
your's.Daddy,I think you were a coward to quit your job and
leave town the way you did.
Is it because you were feeling quilty,or was you afraid of
what My Mommy's friends and family would do to you if they
ever got their hands on you or, are is that what you do
love'em and leave'em? Boy,I hope you don't hurt the wrong
woman next time because if  you do,you might end up waking
up in the morning and finding you've lost something.....Well
let's just say your name IS John, and leave it at that.
A real man wouldn't do what you did;
A real man will not walk out on the woman that is
carrying his child. A real man doesn't accuse the woman 
he supposedly loves of carrying another man's baby.
A real man takes care of his responsibilities,he doesn't
take money out of his wallet,throws it in her face,
and tells her to get rid of it.
I wasn't an it Daddy,I was a Baby, Your baby!
You should be happy to know that Mommy took the money,
you threw at her, and had me murdered,( YES MURDERED).
Just because it's legal in man's eyes, doesn't mean
its not murder. Isn'that what it's called when
someone kills another person? 
Don't think I'm just angry at you, I'm angry with both, you
and Mommy,because you two chose to have sex without
protection  or being married,The two of you weren't the
one's that was punished, I was the one to pay the price for
your mistakes, I was the one that, Mean Doctor killed when
he took me out of My Mommy before I was ready to come out,
It was my tiny heart that stopped beating,and it was my tiny
little body that was broken to pieces like a fragile
porcelain Doll.
Tell Me Daddy,What part of that is FAIR!!
DADDY!OH,DADDY!WHY DID YOU AND MOMMY SENTENCE ME TO DEATH
BEFORE I EVEN TOOK MY FIRST BREATH?
                
        PS.I Love You Anyway Daddy
         And Daddy, I Was To Be Your Little Girl
           I hope and pray we will meet someday.