Who Am I?

I cry inside for a deep secret but on the out I feel so afraid to show my true feelings. My friends don't understand my family don't understand I don't even understand. Who am I?I cry inside but then I lie on the out I am so confused I am coughed between a secret and the truth. What am I gonna do I need sign or picture or any thing but the most thing I need, is help.I scream every day but know one seams to hear.Am I not there to them do I see them but they never see or hear me?I feel like I am on a train there are two tracks one is the right thing to do {not lie} and one is not {keep it how it is}.My life is so hard I never know what to do. HELP,HELP ME PLEASE