someone new.

I take a deep breath when I see you. I take a deep breath because I know we both have someone new. There is times I think back to those days and nights. Then there is times I think back to our heart-breakingly worthless fights. Sometimes we try to seperate, and see we are friends. Other times it hurt because I realize I lost everything in the end. I'm fine with seeing you every other day. I'm not fine with knowing you anyother way. I'm living my life on my own. Then I talk to you on the phone. I hear your voice. And I can't comprehend any other noise. I think about you with her. feels like the end of the earth. I let our old love linger. My sisters says its over, that I have to let go. I dont want to believe her. I want you to tell me you love me again. And it not be part of a plan. I lose my guy now. Because I love you and still think highly of you some how. I want you to ask for me back. I know that I won't say 'yes' but atleast I would have the chance again to make you my man. I take a deep breath when I see you. I take a deep breath because I know YOU have someone new.