as my eyes search for your angelic face, knowing your there
is the only thing that matters, constantly i poison my
heart, thinking that maybe i could love you openly and you
would love me just as i to you, when i hug you hello my
heart is only reminded that i could never have you, my love
is smuggled past my conscience just long enough to embrace
you with all the passion i can sneak pass my self, and when
we part, my feelings for you search like the hidden roots of
a tree for water, you unknowingly send crystal droplets
every time our hands accidentally touch, or we lose
ourselves in deep conversations, making the tree grow high
for each droplet, eventually the tree became too difficult
to conceal and my all was revealed, soon you experimented
with your droplets, and they became salty, for none were
true, when they kept coming, it could do nothing more than
to drink them and fight to stay alive, as life and its last
breath started to seep away from my tree, at the very last
moment, it received the most clearest and true droplet, as
it sunk down gracefully beside it, my tree didn't move, it
starred at it with hate and dread, it even slowly inched its
dry roots as far as possible from it, because it knew that
this pure droplet was even more deadlier than the stupid
salty ones, it was thought of as a bridge to escape death
and endure more torturous punishments for existing, as my
tree melted away into the horizon of time and death, i
smiled.