some would say
death is the end
i like to think
they are wrong,
and that death
is really just
a new beginning.

another level to beat
another love to meet,
and walk along the longest street
unfortunately, not a treat.

maybe, death is good
like a circle,
that never ends
it binds us together,
with hope for something new
a fresh start
to something hard.

another place to go
more emotions to show
things that we'll never really know
but always part of the flow.

i hope for death
in every day
i like when
things die.
i like imagining
heaven to not be
in teh sky.
most of all
i hope that now
now that im dead
dead to you,
our friendship finially through
that you are happy
as am i.

i hope that with death
comes hope
i hope for you
the very best.
i dont hold grudges
generally...
but at your wedding
dont expect to see me.
and my maid of honor?
lest we forget
you shoved me away
and i can do the same.

though nobody will take your place
you havent lost all grace.
i wont have a maid of honor
i wont have bridesmaids.
i wont have a groom
i wont have best men
becuase there will be no bride.

the day i lost you
is the day my heart died.

but new beginnings right?
yes, for me.
a new love found
in myself
independance really is
the best.
i should have learned that
long ago
when my heart was broken
bleeding, in teh snow.
but hey, i forgot
and so i paid.
and once again my heart
was laid upon the ground
and beat,
i guess you got me.

unlike some
i wont turn my back.
i have a new best friend
and i hate her too
her name is boy-girl
and she's side number two.
so get ready
for a change
i think im ready
to grow up now.

im not holding on
any longer.
ignore this if you will
but i loved you
and i do still,
but whatever
it's done now right?
isnt that how you want it?
to be in Garret's arms so tight?
well have it that way
i dont care.
trust me girl
someday i just wont be there.

i wait day in adn day out
for that dude death to give me a shout
and hpoefully soon my time will come
to pass on from this place
becuase unlike you
i've lost all my grace.

xoxo
Kyelle