Death

some would say death is the end i like to think they are wrong, and that death is really just a new beginning. another level to beat another love to meet, and walk along the longest street unfortunately, not a treat. maybe, death is good like a circle, that never ends it binds us together, with hope for something new a fresh start to something hard. another place to go more emotions to show things that we'll never really know but always part of the flow. i hope for death in every day i like when things die. i like imagining heaven to not be in teh sky. most of all i hope that now now that im dead dead to you, our friendship finially through that you are happy as am i. i hope that with death comes hope i hope for you the very best. i dont hold grudges generally... but at your wedding dont expect to see me. and my maid of honor? lest we forget you shoved me away and i can do the same. though nobody will take your place you havent lost all grace. i wont have a maid of honor i wont have bridesmaids. i wont have a groom i wont have best men becuase there will be no bride. the day i lost you is the day my heart died. but new beginnings right? yes, for me. a new love found in myself independance really is the best. i should have learned that long ago when my heart was broken bleeding, in teh snow. but hey, i forgot and so i paid. and once again my heart was laid upon the ground and beat, i guess you got me. unlike some i wont turn my back. i have a new best friend and i hate her too her name is boy-girl and she's side number two. so get ready for a change i think im ready to grow up now. im not holding on any longer. ignore this if you will but i loved you and i do still, but whatever it's done now right? isnt that how you want it? to be in Garret's arms so tight? well have it that way i dont care. trust me girl someday i just wont be there. i wait day in adn day out for that dude death to give me a shout and hpoefully soon my time will come to pass on from this place becuase unlike you i've lost all my grace. xoxo Kyelle