What Has Happened To My Home

why do i stay here just to suffer through through things i shouldn't the weight of all the world can offer is on me but no one seem to care for me they think im kidding but im not they say there no bruises but they haven't seen my heart its torn in ways that you would die before seeing at home things are messed up with my family at school all my friends look the other way why have they deserted me in my darkest hour i thought they cared but at times like these you see the true side of things no one is real until troubles are on there door step them but even then they will hide behind the barricades they have made for them selves there is no such thing as home anymore the only truth you know is the few friends you have so you are forced to take refuge in there care they give you but thats not what you would like because there is so much more you would like to do with your life but you cant get over this barricade some people are happy to call home you must sit in your room every night and cry for the things you wish you never did for you feel there is no forgiveness for you but there is more then any man could ever give. at home things are messed up with my family at school all my friends look the other way but i know i dont need to ask why anymore because there is a plane for me here even though i dont see it all the time he is breaking me down and i am starting to cry for reasons i dont know he is bring me to my knees so i may stand a new man. i will let the scars on my wrists show for him so that when people ask i may tell them my story so it will have an impact in there life as it did mine he is here in this place just waiting for your call. written by: Josiah Hammond