this instinct a curse ive yet to break,
for our destinies no longer cross.
and tis not my part to know you as i once have,
not my place to see you as i did.

for what i see, i know, i believe and love
but i cannot love for your heart is not mine
my heart is not mine, 
as it still remains in your impenetrable grip

what i wouldnt do to turn the hourglass
a reverse into what was right
but this, my punishment
for letting you leave