Let's yell.
Let's fight.
Let's keep going till few hours before morning light.
 
Scream at me.
Tell me I make you feel worthless.
That I never tell you anything.
Your on the other side of IM.
You cant see.
The pain to place on me.
 
Tell me your angry.
Tell me your hurt.
Tell me your aggravated.
Tell me I make it worse.
 
Tell me what I think.
Because apparently you know it all.
And I am leaned against a wall.
 
Tell me you care.
Because you "know" I don't.
 
So tell me what I do.
Then tell me who I really am too.
 
Apparently I don't know.
Other wise I wouldn't need you to show.
 
You don't see me shaking.
You don't understand why I am breaking.
 
Maybe I am scared of you.
Seems like something new.
 
Yeah tell me I want you out of my life.
Because you know it all right?
 
Tell me I made you so sad.
And our fighting hurts so bad.
 
Let me cry a fake tear.
So you can see it while your here.
 
Not so fake now is it?
 
You can go ahead and tell me I'm going to leave.
But you already 'admitted' to leaving me.
 
You can twist my words.
Then stab me with them because you know they hurt.
 
Well babe I can do the same.
Just give me all the damn blame.
 
You can threaten me with a cut.
And I can threaten you with a drink.
So what?
what would that accomplish come on THINK!
 
But you don't even understand.
You don't really care.
You only want me around to have something.
 
You don't need me.
you have a girlfriend.
I will be with out you in the end.
 
Go ahead and leave now.
I said good-bye to him.
It will be easier to say good-bye to you.
And I won't see shit in the shades to blue.
 
So pretend you know me.
Pretend you see me.
Pretend you get me.
Pretend you know how I think.
Pretend you know what I believe.
 
Tell everyone I am in love.
I don't need you as anything more.
You can and will be nothing more.
then what you where when we started talking before.
 
Make you proud?
Come on "best friend"
Let's play pretend. 


Dedication: I wrote this for the guy I thought was my
bestfriend I have writen other poems about brian. But This
is how he made me feel one night..shaken and cryin but he
didnt care he was to wrappd up in thinking he knew me