All the lies I told

Cheers to all the lies I told. All the pain and anger that is ment to unfold. The uncomfortable silents I made you hold. These are the little things That I once thought was a small nothing. I guess it wasnt that way from the beginging. Here is a blade. Tell me about all the mess I made. SPEAK! TALK TO ME! Here is for your heartbreak. (One more bloody drop till u have to hold my wake) Here is for your tears. (One more closer to alls biggest fear) Here is one for every "I love you" I ever said. (Let me go lay down in my unmade bed) Here is one for the confusion I caused. (and all the trust that I lost) Here is one for all the "lies" you thought I told. (This regret is getting to heavy to hold) Here is one for all the suffering I am gonna end. (I already have a plan) Dedication: to the one guy I really sorry for but no matter wht he wont believe me which is fine. but I care for him....but here is as close to the biggest apology as I can get. and thank you so much 4 standing beside me Take care.