i hear these sounds,
people i cannot see.
all of these shadows,
are coming for me.

why can't i understand
that you're not real?
they say i can't see you,
but i still can feel...

all of this pain.
that i throw away.
it just isn't the same 
when you say i am sane.

you were my dream girl,
key word you were dream
too bad my life cannot be
peaceful, serene.

                  9/26/08