Let me lay here
Alone...
Try and figure out
On my own...

Who am I?
What am I?
Who have I become?
What have I become?

I don't recognize this soul
I don't recognize this face
I don't recognize this voice

My heart is troubled
My mind is jumbled

As I lay here
Alone...

Don't remember much
Of anything anymore
Of laughter or heaven's door
Just sorrow and so much more

I'm lost trying to find my way
Can someone lead the way?

Or am I lost here
Alone...

Trying to break free from emotions
Numbness is what I am
Helpless from me
I have become my greatest enemy.

A struggle between myself
Who will win
Who will lose
Am I just another casualty
Of this war
Called love.