I am tired of being upset and I’m tired of crying,
I guess its cause the future I saw for myself is dying.
All my hopes and dreams have been torn from me,
And now I don’t know who I am and what I’m meant to be.
I’ve always seen myself with you,
Even through all the shit we’ve been through.
I guess you didn’t love me enough,
And this realisation is tough.
It was three weeks before you got over me,
Three weeks before you got this new girlfriend who is
everything you wanted me to be.
It hurts to see that you are happy and that this doesn’t
affect you,
I hurt with almost everything you do.
I wish I didn’t love you alot,
But it seems the ways in which u hurt me I just forgot.
I still love you and still want to marry you,
I know it was me that ended it but I thought it would make
you see what you do.
Obviously I was wrong and no one is more important than this
new girlfriend not even your son,
You’re more interested in having fun.
You say it’s not true,
But I can tell by your action-the things that you do.
The way u disregard my feelings is a disgrace,
I can’t even stand to look at your face.
I hate the idea of another girl where I want to be,
But I no that one day she will see.
And I can’t believe I still want to be with you,
Your defiantly deliver the actions I hate on cue.
Your anger is horrible and you blame me for it,
Time to take responsibility - not time to quit.
You need to take yourself seriously and start thinking about
what you do,
Or everything you have or love will not be there with the
things you put them through.
I am so jealous of this new love in your life,
But undoubtedly I know your future holds a lot of strife.
You will fail and fail until you see,
Who you are and what you’re meant to be.