broken and smeared my only dear

There’s nothing left for you It’s all broken and smeared across the floor For someone I thought new How much I really cared But if u want to stay for a while I won’t make you leave Just sit around and watch me waste away To something tats become easier to see But that’s just me I don’t know what you see in me But I guess its enough that you’re not leaving me But it won’t be long your going to see Until you get up leave Never to come back But please believe me That when I say I love you I know you think it’s a lie But it’s true So go ahead and leave walk out the door And my memories of you Because now that your gone I’m erasing all I knew I tried to tell you Tried to warn you But you just kept saying you didn’t mind Down to the last moment you where mine And now I just want to die And now....... I just want to die By: Josiah Hammond