lately i have been more rested,
lately, though, i'm more lonely
lately i have been missing him

lately i feel for someone
someones touch,
someones time,


lately i have been thinking alot
praying alot


lately it seems
i have wastedmy years

lately i have been wishing
wishing for love
wishing i had been more successful at my age

lately im not sure if i am sad
glad
mad
angry
bitter

my feelings are a blur
lately

lately i feel the need
to run
to give in
or give up

lately i fel beautiful and sexy
and wish he was here to see

lately i have been longing
for more God
for more love
for a husband
another child
to study
to own a house
a car
to be healed fully-inside and outside

lately i have been trying but not hard enough

i just wish things were better

lately