I have broken my own heart
I told him it's  over
and now i have to heal
i will have to be strong if i want to love again
i had to-
to walk away
and now i feel lonely
but 
i don't want to give so much like i did with him
It hurts like my migraine
and i wonder
if he ever loved me
if anyone will ever do
there is so much love inside me and I'm going to just close
it in.
why do i have to be so weak
so kind 
so sweet
so patient
so in love
so forgiving
hoping that love conquers all
well love failed me
and died living me to morn this horrible pain
that drives me insane
i want to be free now
no commitment
no mushy feeling
no more thoughts of fairy tale dreams
of me the ugly duckling dancing like a swan.
to find my dreams
to find that one
for ------- i am just out of it out of words out of
thoughts
into pain 
out