As I drift Away

I lay here in my bed Just holding my heart so With a bandage on my head I cant Wait till I can go I have lived my life so well Taking pills and praying strong Trying to stay out of Hell Livin by my lord's will And so I look upon the stars It could be my last night Tryig to find the peace within Trying to find that light.... Do you know when the end is When the clock is running down When all the world will pass you by The day your in the ground Do you wonder what will happen The days that your not there Will your family realize Or will you just disappear the day I go home has come no balloons or signs to see No one to greet me at my home No one's waiting for me The house is all alone Darken by the tree's NO smile on my face No one to greet me I just make my way on in To a darken home I see Lonely once again My life will end in missery Do you know when the end is When the clock is running down When all the world will pass you by The day your in the ground Do you wonder what will happen The days that your not there Will your family realize Or will you just disappear As I walk about the hallway Looking back at me A face I recognize I makes me feel a glee My wife is greeting with arms Tears a rolling down She know of what the future brings When her life will be turned upside down The clock is running out Nothing we can do The cancer ate away my brain I guess I am doomed..... Do you know when the end is When the clock is running down When all the world will pass you by The day your in the ground Do you wonder what will happen The days that your not there Will your family realize Or will you just disappear As I lay in the bed Looking up so high Breating my last breath Right before I die I hold my wife's hand She's there next to me It is all that I can stand We'll be together for eternity And so I close my eyes atlast Staring at the stars Knowing that its my last I drifty way afar Do you know when the end is When your life has come to pass Will you make that last impression That one often has What will your friends say Does your family realize Or do you drift away No one even cries And so I ask today Will my days be told When all my grand kids grow up And they too become old.