I have dreams
that he is here
and oh how these dreams feel good
but when i wake up i feel lonely

i am afraid to sleep

I have so much on my mind
on the computer wasting time
i shut down at 1 am again

I am afraid to sleep

I am cold and this bed is big
wish he was here to hold me

i just xant without him
cant sleep that is

panic attacks

i am afraid to sleep

He would know what to do
when a nightmare fears me

but he is gone
and now I am afraid to sleep

afraid to sleep my dreams come true
praying i dont dream he is dead
afraid to sleep

then i think im insomnic,
cant sleep
i try but sleep as left me too
so im up day and nigth
afraid sleep
and wish i was not awake 
cause im lonely