Thinking

Thinking Ill sit here Looking out to the water Staring at nothing for hours Thinking about the past two months How did I let things get this far How did I not see it earlier But then again who do I beleive Someone ive been sisters with for years Or someone who owns my heart He said he never used me But I cant beleive him After he told me he used his x's But i cant beleive my friend either He wouldnt do that to me Thinking about how we used to be If he used me why did he cry when I moved If he used me why did he say I Love You more than i did If he used me why didnt he wanna loose me But then again... All he wanted was to be alone All he wanted was someone I wasnt He made me change into someone im not Which I hated but I thought I couldnt do better But boy was I wronge I wish he would try and do better But he proved to me he wont change I just stand up and smile And walk away stronger than ever BY LIL REDD